Saturday, February 14, 2009

WHAT A PAIN IN THE NECK.....LITERALLY


As many of you know I have been laid up with a spamodic neck. I woke up on Turesday morning and could not move my head. Being a nurse I did all the right things, I applied icy hot (Curt asked what my new fragrance was I replied "OLD GOLFER") I used a heating pad for 3 hours (Thank god it wasn't Summer) I took Motrin and excedrin back and body, I took a hot shower and let the warm water beat it. To no avail I could not move my head without it feeling as though 2 extremely large barbed ice picks were shoved into the base of my skull. The pain was so severe it made me nauseous. I finally broke down and had Curt drive me to Urgent Care. I must have been in a lot of pain because I am a nurse I am a self diagnoser self treater and only go to the Doctor if I am dying!! Curt understood what this meant if I was asking him to take me to a Doctor. When I got in to see the doctor he said I look as though I were in a bad car accident! The exam was painful as he poked and prodded he kept asking me how I injured myself and I kept repeating that I just woke up that way. I think I went 10 rounds with mohammad ali in my dream( or atleast that is what it felt like) He did x-rays to be sure that there was no apparent damage. He told me that it was the worst Neck spasm he has ever seen. You could litterally see my neck muscles spasming sticking out about 1 1/2 inches from the base of my neck to half way up the back of my Skull. He was a great doctor and prescribed me Vicodin for pain, Zanaflex (a muscle relaxer used to treat MS), and Voltaren ( A NSAID used for severe arthritis). We picked these up from the pharmacy and I was soooo ready to be pain free. I took my pills as prescribed and drifted off into a drug induced coma I woke an hour later very groggy and still in severe pain I was in tears. My husband tucked me back in bed on the heating pad and reassured me to give it time. I continued taking my meds once again falling into a drug induced coma with every dose the pain eased up a little more however never fully going away. I would never make a good pain patient. PAIN SUCKS!!!!!!. Thursday I was due to go back to work I knew I couldn't work on my meds so I didn't take them BIG MISTAKE!! at around 2pm my neck went back into that agonizing Spasm!!!I took my meds and had some relief and called my Doctor for whatever reason The muscle relaxers worked and calm down the Spasm but as soon as I missed a dose the spasm returned. According to the Doctor I must have injured my neck to the point of it being Angry and spasming he said I needed to continue to take the muscle relaxers until the neck was "Happy" Again so I missed work all week and have been bed bound and drugged. Curt has been amazing taking good care of me managing the kids and dealing with my angry outbursts (I hate being in pain I am not a nice person when I hurt). I now get to go to physical therapy to make my neck once again happy!

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Friends


4 years ago this month my husband and I decided to pack up our lives and move to Arizona! I was terrified leaving everything I know. My friends, my family, my job. I was moving to a state where I only knew a few people, and that scared me to death! My family is my life and a day didn't go by that I wasn't doing something with my sister Tina. I was prepared to live in a state of utter depression.I loved my job in the ER in Cali, loved the nurses and doctors that I worked with, we were our own little dysfunctional family and I knew that I would never have that kind of joy at work anywhere else. I WAS WRONG!
I now work at a busy level 3 high risk Labor and Delivery Unit in Mesa Arizona. I am so lucky to work with friends. The friends that I have made here are "Lifers" As you all know I am very shy, quiet, and antisocial. Oh wait I am not any of those things!! LOL. I could not imagine my life without the friends that I have made since moving here.
Amy- My drives would be soooo boring without you, you know more about me than anyone else here!
Sarah- who else understands those Querky side affects of ambien like we do!
Erin- You are a super mom and I strive to be like you!
Michelle- My Cali connection. We have our own little language.No one else can understand lol.
Jen- I can never get enough of our talks especially about how similar our daughters are.
Kris- I can't help but smile when I see you. Betty Crocker should be jealous of your skills.
Brittney- What can I say about you, you are like a sister and truly understand that sister bond!
Jami- Your laugh is infectious.
Lisa- gotta love those all important trips to the garden!
Wendy- we are all missing your beautiful face at work!
Kim- you can pass out on me anyday just as long as your heart restarts lol.
Kenny and Kris AKA the boys- I always wanted to know what it is like to have annoying brothers, and now I do!
April- we don't work together but you are truly my family. I could not imagine my life without you, Chris and the girls in it!!
I am truly BLESSED to have all these wonderful people in my life!!!